Here it is

Well the moment I have been working for has finally come. With most of the week filled with not well paddling I created thoughts and scenarios in my head of making team being impossible. Until I finally came to realization that it didn't matter if I made team or not. What mattered was what did I learn training throughout the winter, and how can I become a better paddler. The only thing I should be worried about is making sure that I give it my all this weekend and to have some fun!

Mike said that the only time that I paddle well is when there's a smile on my face and Im having a good time.

With all this mind, it has become apparent that this weekend doesn't matter. Its just a weekend of full length training :)

Hope all is well

Aj